Is this sick?

I love that drowsy weak empty feeling of purging? Windy outside. Lazy on the couch. Slowly falling into sleepy comfort. Going to watch Supersize v. Superskinny on youtube in a minute. Love that show. It's great to keep you on track. Everytime you think "Hey I could have a cookie" just put on that show and look at the supersize people, see their bodies and skin, listen to them talk, see how unhappy they are, and watch them walk around in destroyed bodies and you will think "mmmm... better not!"