Okay was planning to run outside but it's as cold as hell out there. Going to run down stairs on the boring as hell treadmill... everything is "as hell" today. I woke up at 110 pounds this morning. And it was a high 110, like 110.8. Fucking disgusting. I went to bed at 112 last night. Equally disgusting. I can't believe how FAT I've gotten. So this week is devoted to getting it out of my body. I'm going to run, eat only 300 cals a day and drown myself in water. But I want this crap off and out of my body. I want to be slim and little and slender and tiny and clean.
Okay I'm off and running... ha ha, get it. Yeah, I'm lame.