Day Eight... feels great!

Okay, breakfast: piece of toast and mug of tea on the way to work, kept me up and full until lunch.
Lunch: apple, carrots, yogurt. Student-teacher whined non-stop!
Dinner: Donut, taboulleh and coucous, on a few crackers.

Brewing tea now, and will probably have a piece of toast. Took three laxatives to get it out of me. My student teacher is just pissing me off so much. He's just fucking up and doesn't come in prepped or with plans. It's annoying. I sent him home over the weekend with FIVE essays to grade, these essays are only five paragraphs long. And he said "I fell behind in correcting." I could have slapped him in the face. It's annoying, this is my job. It's not a hobby, or a game, or a joke. It's a job!

Oh well, I had a few sips of the Shamrock Shake. It made my stomach sick as hell. Gotta get to prepping. I now have to make plans for tomorrow just in case student-teacher comes in unprepared again.

Taking in...

So I just salvaged two pretty pretty dresses from last year. I had to take them in by a lot, but still they are a little big on the waist. Fortunately both have belts to bring them in, so it will look fine with the little shruggy sweaters they came with. I'm happy. These were both cheapy dresses from JCPENNY but I liked them and I think they are pretty. Prettier now that they are on a slim body! :)
Snow continues to fall, and it feels like spring will never come. I am a little depressed, but only over the snow, which is good. It can't snow forever. I mean, it can't, right?

Day Seven, more like day stuck.

Hoping this doesn't have to be a day sicks. I'd like to just go out, get the groceries and come home. So far, 1 apple, two pieces of toast, three rolos candies and a lovely cup of tea. I did run five miles and walked a sixth so hopefully I'm not too off track. I'm still weighing in at 109. But then the pounds come off slowly. I've got to keep in mind that it's cold, it's winter and my body knows both of these things. It thinks it has to store food to help me with the weather.. which it probably does!
Coding goes well, this is actually terribly fun!
Thinking of getting all my hair cut off on Wednesday. Just so happy to be in good health that I want to celebrate daily! Now if only I can get Audrey Hepburn skinny!

Throwing out pants!

I have to toss out three pairs of pants as they are all far too big for me. I put them on, and they almost fell off... actually now that I'm thinking of it, I may want to hang onto them just to see if by the end of the summer they do fall off! But that's just greedy; they can go to good will!

But it was fun to put them on as Michael kept trying to convince me I haven't lost weight since the beginning of school. I've lost ten pounds, and checking my measurements, several inches. But that's not enough. I need to lose more!

Waist: 23.5
Arm: 9.5
Hips and Bum: 35
Thigh: 21

Fat Fat Fat Fat Fat!

Out to eat

My husband is wonderful, but he keeps taking me out to eat. We got to these chain restaurants that shove fatty greasy food at you, and then drown you in these sugary sodas. It's killer. I'm trying to get down to 100 pounds and he just invents ways to keep me from it.

I'm 110, sometimes 109, and a few times even as small as 108. But I keep eating food and killing my diets. So I'm chasing each meal with laxatives to make sure the food flushes out of my body. Which is good, but I also have to drink copious amounts of water to make sue I don't dehydrate. This is annoying as hell.

Cup of tea for dinner with one piece of toast and an apple, but only if necessary!

Day Six is off and running

Breakfast: apple
Exercise: five mile run with 5 minutes of warm up and cool down; yoga (half boat and full boat pose)

Haven't had lunch yet. I'm thinking of a piece of toast with my tea, but also, I'd like to have no toast and just tea. I'm not feeling hungry which is a great sign.

Tonight, I'll head out to Keene NH to be in the background of a movie. I'm wicked excited, I've always wanted to be an extra and now I'm actually doing it!  Hooray!

Day Five and still alive!

Breakfast: Tea, one piece of toast.
Lunch: apple, yogurt (non-fat)
Dinner: spaghetti and one meatball (three laxatives)

I think the toast this morning did the trick. I wasn't hungry at lunch and had to force myself to eat the apple and yogurt. I ignored my other apple and didn't even touch the carrots. I think I was also drinking a heavily caffeinated drink and that worked as an appetite suppresent.

Hooray!

I can feel the laxatives at work churning the food and trying to get it out of me. Yeah. I'm going to eat a bit of very fatty cake and enjoy myself. Then begin the starvation cycle again.

Hooray!