Okay, back on track, both figuratively and literally!
I'm running at the track again, and eating right (which means I'm half starving myself and abusing laxatives). And I got myself down to 111.6. Okay, that's a starting point and I can live with it.
I'm also thinking that I tend to lose weight during the school year. So I might dive down to 100 before the Christmas holidays. Hooray to that.
The quilt goes well, and I picked up some nice yarn for blankets. This Christmas is going to be very homemade. Nothing crazy commercial. Nothing too store bought. I want a new journal, and some material for quilting and yarn for knitting. Maybe a few books to sweeten the pot. I'm going to make preservatives and quilts, blankets and breads, scarves and shawls this season. Homemade candies and soups. That's all anyone's getting and I think people would rather get that more than anything else.
Me, I'm getting a bony skinny body from myself. Happy Christmas to me!
Hi Virginia,
ReplyDeleteI hope you are getting help as you have not posted anything on your walls in over a year, but if you haven't please please please don't do this to yourself anymore. And I am not just some other person who has no idea what your going through because believe me I know what it's like to want to be as skinny as possible and to look in the mirror and feel elated whenever I seem to have lost a little bit more, but after a while your body just can't take it anymore. It has to eat. And if you haven't gotten help yet I beg that you do because you will be so much happier and healthier. And eventually you will be able to look in the mirror and see a beautiful woman who is perfect the way she is and who does not need to lose any more weight.
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Merrill